The older I get, the more I see my mistakes, my pride, the error in my thinking, my arrogance at times, and my regrets grow. I yearn for things long gone and realize how much I have had. I see more behind me than before me, despite the possibilities ahead. I am in a great time of life and a sad time of life all at once. So much wisdom I could have used before, yet so much I still need to learn. I’ll never be the person I want to be; there isn’t enough time in the world.